My Vietnamese Girl ♥

Buong loob at taos puso akong nagpapasalamat kay Lord for this week! J I’m forever grateful for those moments. *I want to faint* hahaha! Yeah, yeah , I know, I’m overreacting. This heart of mine is unbelievably overreacting but happy J. It’s been 4 years since I felt “in-love”. So please, walang kokontra ok? I allowed myself to be happy and in-love and with that is vulnerability to get hurt. Thus, bahala na si batman!

I’m not sure if I’ve been so good lately. Maybe the odds are in favor of me. But what I’m sure of is God is great, He let these things happenJ. Now I’m about to share, my “unexpected” JT experience. ♥

It was a toxic Tuesday afternoon, and I don’t feel productive at all. Never ending emails, calls, requests, texts, and I just finish my first report for the week. Officemates, Ross and Debe are about to go home, but before they left, they approached me and brought the good news: JT is just a few steps away from me (MR sya, field person kaya I seldom see him in the officeJ) I was like, all smiles and giddy all of sudden. I didn’t get to chance to talk to him right away, because he was talking to the Marketing team. But I will never forget those moments, I saw him checking on my table if I’m still there! Happened twice! Hahaha! (I was away from my table, and I saw him, from my peripheral view! Or possible na assuming lang ako? Hahaha!) then finally he approached me. The usual chit-chat. Then this happened next:

JT approached Nica

JT:  Pwede bang buksan yung aircon dito?

Nica: (laughing) Naku, ang aircon dito naka-time. From 6am-6pm lang. Tsaka di ba may sira yung aircon, yun aircon lang sa new pantry ang working.

JT: Ay ganun, ang init dun sa meeting room eh, mag-work sana ako.

Nica: Gusto mo ng fan? Meron ako. Pwede mong hiramin.

JT: Talaga? Hindi mo ba gagamitin?

Nica: Hindi na, alis na rin ako in a while.

JT: Thank you ah, iwan ko na lang sa table mo.

Nica: Sure, sure J

Finally, I went home and I dreamt about him ♥

In my dreams: The following day, I got to office only to find out he DID NOT returned my fan in my table, as agreed. Nainis pa raw ako! So I went back to the meeting room where he worked the day before. There I found my fan and JT sleeping inside the meeting room! Hahahahaha! I woke him up and asked him “Bakit dito ka natulog?”  He told me “nakatulog ako, ang dami ko kasing tinapos na work eh” Then I woke up on a Wednesday morning, time to hit the road and go to work.

On my way to work I was wondering why he didn’t text me that he left the fan in my table that Tuesday night (hindi naman ako assuming-gf, pero sometimes ksi ganun sya J). I was kinda hoping he’ll left a thank you note on my table. Unfortunately, I expected too much. I found the fan in my table, he did return it. But it was just my fan. No thank you notes or what so ever. Oh well, at least he returned the fan and did not slept in the meeting room, like what happened in my dream. Hahahaha! We have a whole day training that day, so I’ll be gone for the whole day. I was cleaning my table and was about to put back my fan in my drawer when I saw something in the back of my fan. At first I thought “balat ba to ng candy? At nag-iwan pa sya ng kalat sa fan ko???”  but when I took off that thing, it was a key chain, a Vietnamese girl ♥♥♥

Everything stopped, I'm not sure if I wanted to scream, or laugh, or dance, or anything just to release the my overwhelming emotions!!! but of course I can’t J hahahaha! I want to faint sa sobrang kilig at saya ko. J J J I never thought he could be that sweet! ♥ all the while, the thank-you-thing was just sitting in my desk, waiting for me to discover it! ♥ lalalalalala! Kilig-hang over na talaga to J

So instead of him thanking me, I ended up sending him this message: “Good morning Torres! Thank you sa pasalubong! Ü hindi ko agad napansin, akala ko nag-iwan ka pa ng balat ng candy sa fan ko. Haha! Ü” (I got used calling him Torres, way back to 2009. We used to call each other’s last names! Hahahaha!) Then he replied “Hahaha! Have a nice day!”  Gusto ko syang replyn ng nice day lang? My God, I’m having the most-kilig-moments of my life! Hahaha! #angartekolang J

Moving on, from my previous blog, I mentioned this:

My ultimate JT experience did not stop there. I managed to pull off a part two of that sweet moment, but my treat this time (oh yes, diskarteng-marina!) I just wish he’ll be as stubborn like me. Again I have something to look forward to, but also reason to get hurt.

http://nicanixcorpuz.blogspot.com/2012/04/100th-day-of-jt-experience.html

Oh yes, he remembered it! Hahaha! Siningil nya na ko. But as usual, our schedules won’t meet. So ipunin ko na raw muna J lalala ♥

In everything that happened, honestly, I’m scared. I’m scared of breaking away from this happiness. And this bliss I’m feeling? It’s not permanent nor won’t guarantee future with him. I don’t know what I am getting into. Oh well, maybe it’s best not to care. I’m happy ♥